qoutes jasmine tan:
It is something called losing faith. It is something called unsure. It is something called confidence no more. It is something called failure. It is something called you lost. It is something called losing yourself. It is something called goal-less.
Quotes PEA: It is something called incompetence. i dunno what im feeling now.cause i feel angsty, worried, VERY VERY SAD, tearful, and crazy at the same time.
oh no no no. it's not mood swings.
it's called A MIXTURE OF FEELINGS.
woah cheem. (:
im feeling crazy cause IM TRYING TO ACT CRAZY TO CHEER MYSELF UP.
like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and it's not working. hurhur. pfffffft.
today's band was sucky. alot of people didnt turn up cause of the PEOPLE IN KRABI and the PEOPLE IN BSP CAMP. still got the HMP CAMP and AEP CAMP.
poof! more than half of our band was gone.
took persis, glenn miller, wizard, ai no corrida, gelato, phantom. persis sucked lah. no power. not loud enough. and glenn miller is finger killer. the WHOLE PIECE PLUCK ALL THE WAY. and i have new blisters on old blisters on my finger. HOW NICE.
super tiring. and i had backache. WORSE STILL, BASSES ONLY HAD ME CHERLY AND SHENYI. and you know shenyi CANT PLAY A SINGLE NOTE. so only ME AND CHERYL. HOW NICE.
and KLEEERA LOOOO was crazy. in the morning after marching she was like: "let's go to the field for sectionals!!!"
everyone stared at her.
me: "jacey! where are we going for sectionals?"
clara: "the field!!"
jacey: "the same place lorh."
clara: "EEYUR! why always the same place! go to the field lah! look at the fine weather outside! -rushes over to window and draws up the curtain.- tata! see so nice and cooling!"
erms.
and the saxes went to the field.
AND IT RAINED.
some fine weather huh.
it was pouring like mad when we went KAP for lunch. I WALKED IN THE RAIN CAN. cause SOMEBODY BY THE NAME OF MELISSA YEO went to STEAL MY NICE NICE UMBRELLA AND SHELTER HERSELF. hmph! and IM SO WEI3 DA4. WALKED IN THE RAIN FROM SCHOOL TO KAP AND BACK TO SCHOOL.
see im SO NICE. (:
morning had marching.
and seriously! it's my 2nd marching session can. the first session NOT EVEN A SESSION. i just followed whatever the rest did blindly. cause everytime the band had marching IM OUTSIDE SCHOOL HAVING BASS LESSONS.
so today i sucked like dunno what. only knew the commans to turn left, turn right, turn 180 degrees. and couldnt differentiate the differences between the command to march on the spot and REALLY MARCH LAH. omg. so loser can.
and i think i looked super dumb. yanting took trombones, euphos, basses and horns for section marching. melissa and nutcase kept laughing! then sam and shi min super scary can! they look super fierce! then yanting very nice. cause i kept horse-kicking and she was like: "siewying arh! dont horse kick." and i wa like : "ok" and she didnt say anything else.
clara lu very scary! clara lu and sylvia! they took trumpets and saxes for section marching and they shout super loud lah! first time i hear clara shout so loud can! and i was super scared. CLARA IS SO SCARY. :/
but haha! clara's laughter is CONTAGIOUS.
nutcase's FLASHING SMILE also. haha!
haiya. so shit. thurs got band and it ends at 4. then have to stay in school until 6 to go for bass lessons. bloody hell. freak man. waste my time.
and i think sylvia damn pissed with the band. we still sound like shit.
and im such a loser! JASON'S HOMEWORK IS STILL LIKE THERE TOWERING OVER ME. rawrr. i wanna throw away all his homework!
CHUA HUIYING FINISHED WORKBOOK 1 AND I HAVENT TOUCHED A SINGLE SCHOOL HOMEWORK!
im such a loser man.
howhowhow. ):
im so so so so so so dead.
